She will never love me. She despises me and my looks. Every night I go to her room and watch her dream. I can’t help it. Hidden by the cold, dark shadows, I watch.

But every night I burn
Every night I call your name
Every night I burn
Every night I fall again
"Oh don't talk of love"
The shadows purr
Murmuring me away from you
"Don't talk of worlds that never were
The end is all that's ever true
There's nothing you can ever say
Nothing you can ever do... "

I can’t make her love me. I hate myself. I burn inside for what I wish for. I am worthless, both to me and to her. The shadows hide me, and destroy me.

Still every night I burn
Every night I scream your name
Every night I burn
Every night the dream's the same
Every night I burn
Waiting for my only friend
Every night I burn
Waiting for the world to end

I wish I would die. My life holds no meaning for me. For anyone. Should I wait for God, or should I just get it over with, the sooner the better?

"Just paint your face"
The shadows smile
Slipping me away from you
"Oh it doesn't matter how you hide
Find you if we're wanting to
So slide back down and close your eyes
Sleep a while
You must be tired... "

My body aches constantly. Can I do this? I must find the will to. The sooner I am gone, the sooner everybody can go on with their lives, and forget me.

But every night I burn
Every night I call your name
Every night I burn
Every night I fall again
Every night I burn
Scream the animal scream
Every night I burn
Dream the crow black dream
Dream the crow black dream...

I draw the knife closer to my neck. I hesitate for a moment to pray, for one last time. Dear God, I hope she finds someone to love. And Dear God forgive me. I pull the kinfe across my skin. Falling, I close my eyes and listen to the shadows around me.